We sat around the fire
feeding the flames with stories long since dead,
dried by the kindness of time,
laughing at our worst moments
without even the need of a bottle.
I told you, that night,
of a time when you didn't love me
but still would let me kiss you
without even being able to hold your hand.
The flames rose higher
when you spoke of me
and how much you hated me
in that summer that never ended.
I thank every butterfly
that ever landed
for causing you to look away
so that you might see me again.
Where in that summer's light
is the power to stand tall
despite the weight of a world unforgotten
borne with less than dignity?
Where was it in that moonlight night,
with the moon so bright we could not see the stars,
was the power to suck the marrow from life
and smile with each new perversion before me?
When the Seasons have gone,
when the night has passed,
when the land has failed,
I could not see but for you.
I looked past you that day
and saw that you had stolen my joy in life
only to keep giving it back, and more.
Every morning I face a bloated sun,
corpulent in that Georgia sky,
until I find my smile in you again.
The first thing I ever knew about her was that she wanted to sleep with me. Imagine my surprise to find out that this beautiful creature had any kind of interest in me. She was beautiful at 55 with long black hair and wide hips. She had a way of walking that made one think of swaying which was accentuated by the patch smack dab in the middle of her ass on her favorite pair of pants. I loved to stare at that patch.
This was, of course, more than I could handle as an awkward, geeky, and virginal highschool pseudo-intellectual. I couldnt believe that this girl, who was as smart as she was beautiful, didnt see through me in a
The letters have failed, the words have faltered.
When the pen has fallen silent,
when the tongue no longer gestures,
the heart stops, the rhythm gone from the world.
Puffed up flesh, made red by the blood of others,
lies atop the heaped works of my childhood.
Pride never knew me so well
as when my hand embraced the pen.
Art is the ultimate conceit.
The light of the lamp would seem to light my way
as pen made its stain on the pristine page.
The hand that guides, the head that thinks
shake as the world stands still.
Who was it that made misery so contagious?
Now is the time that winter ends,
Now is the time that the summer sun shines down,
but I cannot help but miss the the dieing skies
when all the world was bleak.
There is nothing so depressing as happiness complete.
Once when the witching hour stood, quivering, newly strum
the cauldron portended duplicitous futures.
You held yourselves lightly, time our game,
until I watched the clock strike with your hands.
A face once upturned cried as rebellious hands
pulled up up the whole deck and sent it marching off the plank
peeling off the bottom from eternity, eternally.
"You say you don't know when I mean'
spat the Hanged Man from beneath his cardstock prison
"and I am sure you won't know when you are"
he accused of a liberated Popess swinging from her own words.
Marching with Seven Swords in hand
a dream inferred sets about crucifying his own ties
Yes ,I am of that forgotten race
who look upon God's burning face.
While making flames we make haste
lest we feel his scorn or distaste.
Yes, I am of that rebellious race
who fall prostrate before fires grace
and curse the day the Arabs came
whom gave to flame our sacred fanes.
Yes, I am of that fiery race
who scorn your priests and your castes.
While with your blood on my hands
I disapear, smiling, into the sands.
Yes, I am that vindictive race!
Who before the Arabs heard trial and case
but now with sword tightly in hand
Ill take back my holy land.
The lover's distanced languishing sigh
hardly provoked such a dangerous thing
as Diana's champion, Atalanta.
With visage more dangerous to poets
than the whole of petrifying medusa's stare,
calling suitors more surely than a siren
with the same deadly assurance.
Should the poet be forced to fall behind
even though he flies with loves wings
and borrows pegasus for a steed?
Scarcely have you need of a competitor,
the victor filled with the false honor of your hand
will surely fall prey to Cybele's hand
while the loser's heart you take before his head.
Oh Atalanta! Cold maiden and virgin warrior!
What else is locked in that prison
I took the six pack of beer to the near-empty refrigerator and set them on the upper shelf next to a Domino's pizza box half filled with my staple food. Ha hadn't touched the pizza I had left for him, no surprise there. I don't think he had eaten of his own initive for about three weeks now. I took out all the regeants of a nutritious meal. Lettuce, carrots, an apple, and a large chunk of glazed ham found their way from the depths of a shopping bag onto the counter next to a decrepit blender.
Since I was waiting I decided might as well prepare to clean him off a bit before dinner. I went to the living room to see what tools I would need for
With surety you trace your veins
reveling in the pains.
Your life runs over ragged wrist
dripping onto the floor in a
vein attempt to make your pain go away.
Are you happy now that you
lay bleeding on the floor?
Cruelly you abuse me,
attempt to use me,
make fun of me for receding into verse and pen.
Maliciously you bruise me,
in this vain attempt to abase me,
but i wont be cast down
Your ignorance astounds me,
constantly hounds me,
and proves me to be better than you.
You hate me,
try to break me,
and for this I have to say to you.
HEY MOTHERFUCKERS! Poets are people too!
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Alternative Version:
Cruelly you abuse me,
attempt to use me,
make fun of me for receding
into verse and pen.
Your words surround me,
as your fists pound me,
But I will never be like you
You dont understand me,
so fo
Our lips might brush,
and your hand I may hold.
You might blush,
with pleasures untold.
Thoughts of actions,
visions of demise.
Might be your distraction,
and cloud your bright eyes.
Within this place I reside,
It is in here that I hide-
This place I attempt to call my own,
this place which will never be my home.
Posters hang on the wall
and an antiquated door leads to the hall:
Books not of my choosing,
a desk that is not of my doing.
This chair isnt my own,
and is far too tacky for my home.
No CD's will you find,
for those I must leave behind.
These white walls contain me
but will always fail to maintain me.
Surrounded by harsh white
which glares menacingly in bright light.
I wish for a home.
Am amber flower marches feverently forward,
followed by reverbing footfalls
that refelct off long forgotten buttreses and hidden arches.
Bones gleam and skulls grin in quasi-light
as skeletal figures tapdance their way up gilded walls.
A crimson flower marches stately forward,
bobbing in time to some unheard rhythm,
Flickering in some silent tune.
Inconstant light reveals trinkets of jade and gold
which gleam in the light of madness.
A rust flavored flower marches frenetically forward
chased by echoing footfalls, which beat in time to a ghastly rhythm.
A macabre dance twirls 'round the ebony flower
guiding it into its new home.
Much as I miss the carefree month of September its remnants must be washed from the front of my page. How am I is a question I get alot of these days and one which has remained wanting of an answer.
I am a student and as thus am wonderful. I have been independently studying so many topics lately that even I am proud of myself. Mythology, psychology, and even the occult have been but a few victims of my scholarly vampirism this past stretch of time.
Other than that I have not much to say. Im making my life hard outside of my education. Decided to give the whole Vegetarian thing a try thanks to a terrible influence I know. Im riding a bike to
I Assure You, dearest human, That I Am Quite Possibly Alive. I Am Even A Trifle Bit Playful As I Make A Joke Of You Reaing This, sincerest friends. I Needed Another Entry To Announce The Posting Of Many Photos But I Am Not Emo Enough To Update On My Status. Goodbye.
oh my Ford? Is that from the book Brave New World? Would you guys have a look at my poetry. You seem to know what your talking about. The harsher critism the better!! Thank you